I feel human-ish

I asked to be euthanized, they said no.
I wanted tranquilizers, they sais no.
Here I’m, still breathing (though my mouth).
Being this close to Death changed my life, I’ll write about it once staying on the computer doesn’t feel like staring directly to the sun.
Thanks for your messages and emails, if I ever die (this has only reinforced my thought of being invincible) I won’t hunt you in your dreams.